Hope is in the morning breeze..

Hope is in the morning breeze..

"Seems like my soul has been taken out barbarically; strange, harsh hands are tearing it into pieces in front of my eyes. Hysterical screams are echoing in my ears. And ..I am witnessing all with amazed, timid eyes from the corner where I shrivel up.
Even the knowing that there are some millions who percieve everything just like me, it doesn't help; I still feel so alone, so helpless. Can not free myself from being a victim.
Despair makes me mad. I am in a place craving, begging God " Please, at least keep my mind safe. Don't let me lose my last bits of hope get lost in this dark dead-end street."
What kind of a country we are ? What kind of citizens are we, who holds the applause like mad for this dirty, villainous government, making fun of all Turkish citizens for years? Who can root for RT who has made the worst factious speach from the balcony last night? How can we still pronounce the name of God after him ? How can we feel pleasure when our freedom, honor, dignity, rights and future is being trampled, humiliated?
What are we ? What kind of creatures are we ? Are we the citizens of the same country but 46 percent of the population are mutated ?
As I witness the amount of these mutants increase, it makes me think about the serie "The Walking Dead". If we are bitten, shall we get infected too? Is this some kind of incurable sickness? If it is; isn't there a remedy ?
Isn't there a HUMAN, a brave LEADER in this big country who can find the best antidote and reunite us again ???...

As I said before; Please God, keep my mind safe !"